I lay in my bed at night
And I cant get you out of my head
The memory of your smile
Your voice
Your touch
Linger in my head and on my skin
But all I can do is brush the tears away
I wish I could forget you
Put you away somewhere
Deep in the back of my head
Where you cant hurt me anymore
Your screaming fills my mind now
And I cant help but cry even more
The pain is all coming back
And I want it to leave
But just like you
It wont listen
And I'm stuck with the immortality of suffering
Please leave
I cant take it anymore
The feeling that was once love is now clouded with fear
The tears you caused
The pain
You dont know how much you hurt me
Or the way one comment could change a life
Your comment
Comments
Screams
Loud, indefinite screams
Pain
Love
heartache
Pain
Your pain
My pain
Life's pain
Immortal pain
And I cant get you out of my head
The memory of your smile
Your voice
Your touch
Linger in my head and on my skin
But all I can do is brush the tears away
I wish I could forget you
Put you away somewhere
Deep in the back of my head
Where you cant hurt me anymore
Your screaming fills my mind now
And I cant help but cry even more
The pain is all coming back
And I want it to leave
But just like you
It wont listen
And I'm stuck with the immortality of suffering
Please leave
I cant take it anymore
The feeling that was once love is now clouded with fear
The tears you caused
The pain
You dont know how much you hurt me
Or the way one comment could change a life
Your comment
Comments
Screams
Loud, indefinite screams
Pain
Love
heartache
Pain
Your pain
My pain
Life's pain
Immortal pain
1 comments:
i love reading your words, which connect with my true self, of sometimes in despair, i too find myself feeling these feelings you write about.
Although they are feelings of despair, the sincerity is what is important in life, of realness of being alive, sensitive to everything all around us at all times, although overly sensitive is not always a good thing, and yet indicative for us to pay attention to, as it may be of an environment we need to avoid or remove ourselves from, such as toxic others who are inappropriate for us to be around.
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